The small cabin by the lake

In December I went up to Sweden to spend some time in a remote cabin. I had felt this longing for a place off from most of the modern noise and chatter, a place to listen inwards and really pay attention to what’s going on – both within myself and in the world around me. I got the [...]

5th February 2017

December Moments

I have decided to loosely follow the December Reflections 2016 Instagram challenge by Susannah Conway. I will not do every day of the challenge, but when I feel that the theme of the day speaks to me I’ll take a photo or use an existing one. I will be posting them here in this blog post as [...]

2nd December 2016

Searching my roots for silence

Dig deeper. Ask yourself what hides beneath the surface. Do not fear. Do not stop. Face it straight on and hear it roar in your face. Once it stops. If you still stand. The fire will grow stronger. The light will rise beyond your inner horizon. Frozen you will see the light. Frozen you will know. [...]

1st December 2016

As darkness falls

As darkness falls the trees show their inner essence. They breathe slowly as you rush by and forget to greet them. They sigh, knowing that some of us will never listen to what they have to say. We speak through fire but fail to see the fuel being obliterated with each bursting flame. Each flame a [...]

24th November 2016

Prague & Kutná Hora – death and ornaments

Last week I was in Prague to play with Diabolicum at the Prague Death Mass. I decided to take some extra time to visit Prague and of course go to the ossuary in Kutná Hora. I guess this post is slightly cliché, but I didn’t have time to visit more than the most known highlights of Prague [...]

22nd September 2016

Of Textures & Flows

Withering away. Absorbed in textures & flows. Radiating where everything else is dying. A blurry vision. Carried away by violent waters. A still mirror image. Where you cannot hide beneath the surface. Thirsty you stretch out your arms. In a crowd, desperate, unhearing. Hiding, watching, where [...]

8th September 2016

Internal Crossroads

When the inner voice starts dreaming of lost dark forests. Visions of old times. Stillness. Silence. In a world where you can no longer hear your own heartbeat. It is hard to see clearly. It is difficult to see through the fog, to view the true nature of things. The whispering winds, are they [...]

14th July 2016

A cryptic spring tale

The place where my voice was silenced is opening up my black heart. Spilling out the sticky tar, the memories of time lost and spent. Drilling holes into the wood to seek shelter. Newborn in judgement. Listening. Moving. The angelic numbers of fullfilment combined. Viewing myself in a new light [...]

10th April 2016

Solvtio Perfecta I Event Invitation

Today I present to you the flyer for the event I’m organizing in Pforzheim, Germany on March 19th 2016. It’s going to take place in a cozy bar with stone vaults called Pfeifedeggl (their website appears to not have been updated for the last 15 years or so, but I assure you it’s a [...]

5th February 2016

Merged in symbolism

Symbolism taking physical form I have started working on my stage costume for the first live appearance with V-kaos. First up is a brooch or pendant for a necklace that I will embroider on black cloth with silver thread and then stabilize with a piece of wood or metal on the back. I’m using a [...]

5th January 2016

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