The rebel farmer – book tip

The last days I have been reading a very inspiring book called The Rebel Farmer by Sepp Holzer (I’m reading it in the original German language where the title is Der Agrar-Rebell). This book describes how he has fought his way through life building up an amazing farm high up in the Austrian [...]

16th February 2016

Observe, allow and speak

When the flow of information becomes too great – stop. Stop to observe. Breathe the clear autumn air and see what step should come next. The step that has been lurking in the background. The desire burning inside that comes to life every time I dare to halt for a second. The secret wish for [...]

25th September 2015

The Universe Speaks

Sometimes you have to listen to what the universe, your body and mind tries to tell you. System crash, lost information, breakdown. Used to ignore these signals. Used to take them as a challenge and push on harder. Proven enough times to have the stamina to pull through. Today it is time to listen. [...]

1st July 2015

Of Polymaths

For years I have known that I am not wired in the way expected of us in today’s society. I find it hard to stick to one single thing and specialize on it for life. I have too many different interests, some recurring, other just temporary passions. Luckily there is a term, or actually a few, [...]

30th June 2015

Enter the void

Time to enter the personal void. The space where everything is possible. Where every thought is allowed. The finalization of the soundtrack of terror. Extracting to expand. V-kaos on the [...]

29th December 2014

A new year has begun

Yesterday I focused on spending time with my friends instead of being by the computer. I was happy to see that several were happy to participate in the small ritual that I usually perform on the winter solstice. Each person who wanted to take part was asked to write their wishes for the coming year [...]

22nd December 2014


Putrefactio: Allow things to ferment and transform. While waiting for the fire to be lit & warm up. While waiting for the final step. Where the final state still will be consumed. Cycles moving so slowly that they are difficult to [...]

18th December 2014

Choose your tools to suit your mood

When was the last time you made something by hand? When did you last write something with an ordinary pen? With all the brilliant technology we have around us I sometimes truly find pleasure in doing things by hand instead. Be it sewing or writing – my mind seems to work in a different way. [...]

16th December 2014

The Forest Breathes

Went out for a long walk in the rare sunshine. The forest breathes, but it’s odd to see how nature looks as if it is October, not mid December… A day to clean the mind. A day to clean the house. A day to clean away negativity and dive deeper. Talking to the left hand dragon lighting up [...]

15th December 2014

A dive down in Symbolism

I spent some time today working on the layout for an art zine that will be an addition to the next release with my music project V-kaos. I asked friends to contribute with a piece or art or text which they were free to create based on an individual quote that I gave each person. I’m waiting [...]

13th December 2014

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